First off, let me start by saying that I had intentions of doing this blogging thing every week.
FAIL.
Okay, so, maybe a blog post every other month? I mean, the first one went up in June, this is August, so…yeah. There it is. A blog post every other month – means I should be putting one up here for anyone’s reading interest about six times a year.
Anything more than that is a total bonus, right?
Sure.
Ugh. Life. If I only had unlimited time and energy.
Okay – now that we all have more realistic expectations, let’s talk about capturing that genie. He was blue…well, okay, maybe not. Still, I did end up with a granted wish. A wish that I had been harboring and cultivating for 20 some odd years.
In fact, I remember the conversation quite clearly. I was sort of losing my mind about what I was going to do with the rest of my life, being somewhere in my late twenties and not having had a career to speak of, and feeling lost and not sure where I was going next. Okay, I might have been a little drunk, and wow, my husband deserves many awards, and commendations. But during that meltdown, I quite emphatically stated that I wanted to write a book and have it published.
That was on my bucket list and it was an important item. Star, star, underline, highlight.
Fast forward 15 years or so.
At the ripe old age of forty-five, I started to look back on that bucket list, and I realized that I hadn’t really accomplished a whole lot.
Cue meltdown.
Me having said meltdown. Not very pretty. I'm an ugly crier. |
I had to do something about that. So, I grabbed the laptop and started banging out a story. I didn’t have a freaking clue what I was doing. I had no training, save one creative writing class in University and, dear lord, that was over 20 some odd years ago.
But I did it. I let nothing stop me and I wrote a story that had a beginning, middle and an end. It was also over 100,000 words.
And then, by chance, an editor type like person saw a little bit that I had posted online. You know, I put a little sample out there just to gauge people’s reactions. Was this any good? Were there things I could have done better? And this editor saw something in my haphazard writing skills. She took me on, and for 2 years the very lovely Samantha Cook (http://scookiereviews.blogspot.ca/) helped me hone that 100,000-word monster into a novel that was worthy of tossing around.
I owe Samantha a great deal. She was a fantastic editor and a very patient teacher. I learned a great deal from her.
At the end of those two years, I had a shiny, brand new novel. I did what every aspiring author then attempts: Getting a Literary Agent. Right? Because that’s what you do! Those literary agents are the gatekeepers to the publishing houses who’ll take your book and sell ALL THE COPIES!
Except, after sending out dozens and dozens of requests, bio’s, book blurbs and synopses…I had squat. Null. Nada.
Most agents never responded. Some said, thanks but this isn’t for me. Still, a couple said – we’re really not doing any more urban fantasy stuff, the market is so saturated right now.
I won’t lie – I was devastated, disheartened, and more than once thought….fuck it. I wrote the story, and that in and of itself is enough. But there was this nagging voice inside my head that just kept on pushing me. Just try a few more times.
Twitter – for those who don’t know – is a veritable wonderland of authors and writers, and literary agents and publishing houses, all of them scrambling to grab the next best author or story. And this, my friends, is where I caught that elusive blue genie – remember? The one who granted my wish?
There was this contest: Pitch your book in a tweet.
So I did.
And nothing happened.
Two weeks after the contest my phone buzzed and I the notice said: “NineStar Press Liked Your Tweet.”
What? Who? Which Tweet?
After doing some digging, I discovered who NineStar Press was, and more importantly, someone from that publishing house was interested in the concept I had tweeted!
Okay – submission guidelines…researched, formatted, and then sent! Here goes one more attempt. Maybe this time…maybe.
And then I forgot all about it.
Another two weeks went by, and then late one night, while sitting in my cubicle at work, I get a new email.
“We are happy to offer you…”
The end result of my first published novel! Many thanks to the folks at NineStar Press! |
There was much screaming and giggling and generally behaving like a grade four school-girl who just discovered that her boy crush also liked her too.
Really – grown ass bearded man was jumping up and down screaming at work. If they hadn’t thought I was completely crazy then…
And so began my journey with NineStar Press, and all I can say is, it’s been nothing but sunshine and roses. A delightful group of enthusiastic, supportive people who have done everything possible to ensure my every success as an author.
And now we’re working on book two…so stay tuned!
See – genies do exist – and they grant wishes!
What a beautiful, heartwarming story...it reminds me keenly of how I felt when my first story was accepted. May your journey continue to offer unexpected rewards as well as pitfalls. Yes, the pitfalls can be painful, but if you can climb back up, you'll be so much stronger. There will be rewards, too, I'm sure of it if you keep going.
ReplyDelete<3 Thank you!
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